Perspective

Your heart is torn
And your mind is troubled
An uneven balance is struck
And all information is weighed
After endless hours
You’re still not sure of what is right
After sleepless nights
You’ve still yet to make a choice
The past battles the present
The then fights the now
Leaving one makes you hate the other
Upon arrival, you wish you had never left
Guilt meets longing meets hope
And all you can do is sigh
You look for that deciding factor
That moment that will make it all clear
Then you realize the simple truth of it
A shift in perception changes everything
The world turns upside down, right side up
And it’s all so obvious
You have two options
Two inspirations
Two loves
Two lives
You have access to either
Neither is lost forever
Both are filled with love and beauty
Both always wait for you
How is that anything to mourn?